Was absolutely knackered when I got home last night. I could barely keep my eyes open. Went straight to bed after Maghrib prayers.. woke up at half past five this morning for Isya’ prayers feeling hell of a lot more refreshed. Long day ahead though today – need to get my x-ray done, then bank in some cash and pay for the car.. lunch with Syuk and Nina this midday.. potentially dinner with Fisz and K. Ina tonight. In between that I need to pack and repack, make sure all the documents are in order and all that too. Two more days.. urghhhh!
About a week ago I felt a twinge of sadness for having had to leave a life I had gotten accustomed to for a year.. not so much the life at Muadzam but leaving the students I had become to think of as my little brothers and sisters. But that quickly turned to joy as I realised I would not have to brave the morning dawns to drive to Muadzam any more – well.. for 3 years at least.
Thinking about England got me pretty excited.. ever since being posted to Muadzam I’d been facing some minor health problems.. perhaps due to the way I internalised stress and my workaholic work ethics.. I used to arrive at work before 7am and stayed on until 9pm; basically because there wasn’t much else left to do. Not to mention the added pressure of workplace politics and the management; well, it all came in a nice neat little package that was sure to drive me to an asylum had I not deviced a way to leave.
So England is good. In a way. My ultimate aim is to come back and work in KL or the Klang Valley; while Lancaster is not as near to Bangi as Muadzam Shah is, it is a means of getting there. Ironic, really.. in my quest to leave the place, I sent myself 7,000 miles away. But England has always been a place of solace for me; perhaps this time it could play the role of healer.